Thursday, November 19, 2009 @6:53 AM
extreme saddness all of a sudden. this kind of feeling is so sudden and so overwhelming. Is there anyone out there that will care for me ... ? where are you, i need you so much now. rights you are gone, you left me hurted. its hurting again, i miss you. this feeling is terrible. i tell myself i am fine without you.
I don't want to be alone. is there any chance you come back to me ? hahaha.. wei jie your so naive, she will come back to you, in your dreams. so when you wake up you will only feel more pain. wei jie, i have no idea what i have done to make you deserve such pain, if i can i will take all your pain away for myself. oh rights ... its me for myself, i for me and myself for i now. wei jie im sorry i can't help you, no matter what i do you will still be hurt and sad. i am useless and really helpless. Maybe thats why i deserve such pain.
how i wish i can photoshop my memories, so those horrible memories will stop haunting me.
how i wish i can photoshop my emotions, so these horrible feelings will stop hurting me.
i want to hold your hands,
i want to hug you,
i want to kiss you,
but i want you most.
your not coming back i know.
i miss you
and i will miss you,
i love you
and i will love you,
but i will try to forget all about you.
♥ and i stand in the
wonder of your love
